X Deep within the shadows I creep Is there something that I seek? To find a reason why I live For in fear of death, it's death I give Anyone who crosses my way Won't live to see another day As long as there are people to kill The world is completely at my will Is it I or is it you? Try to see this from my point of view Full of bloodlust, full of hate I never had a choice in fate Is this darkness, or is it light? Who can teach me wrong from right? I'm invincible, with power over sand You'll know it's the end when I reach out my hand I'm the Angel of Death so you'd better watch out I'll kill you all, without a doubt What can save me from this life I dread? It's the word that's been scarred on my head This loneliness that eats me inside These horror-filled fears that I try to hide Now the whole world can read what I lost I was made a weapon, and my life was the cost My mind is unstable, you may think me a freak But you'll tremble in fear because I'm so bleak* I love no one and fight for me only You wouldn't understand, you've never been lonely Innocent souls or my demonic mind Who is the victim of this crime? Shunned by everyone and feeling this pain Now do you understand why I'm insane? Surrounded by darkness, no where to hide If I fall asleep I'll be eaten from inside This demon is restless, it's presence I dread Every full moon it must be fed Your blood will make for a tasty meal Is this true aliveness I feel? Something is missing, something's not right How could I have lost that fight? Am I just like him, and him like me? Is there something that I can't see? Perhaps there is something more to life But how can I look past my strife? Why can't I see it? It's very clear It's only the aloneness I fear Is there truly a lesson to learn? I think my life is in for a turn For better or worse? I may never know But I'll have to accept that what will come, will go Confusion is suffocating me, I'm up to my head If this keeps up, I might as well be dead A new reason to live? What might that be? I'm so tired, so we'll just have to see.... This is my story.. my pain..