For as long as I can remember everyone's always been afraid of something like spiders or snakes. I was never that kid, I had no fears, nothing scared me, not even pitch blackness. Anyone who asked me what I was afraid of never believed me when I replied "nothing".

It was weird for someone so young to have no fears, I threw caution to the wind, and approached everything I did fearlessly. The hospital never bothered me, I'd watch as I got shots, and didn't flinch at the sight

My last blog was about the relationships I have developed during my life. One was bad, and left me wonder what love really was. And this one makes me wonder what will happen in our future.

This girl is different, she is a respectable girl, with a good head on her shoulders. She is bright, strong, and sweet. Just talking to her is great; she can change my mood just by being herself.

She is so genuine, it feels like she wouldn't tell me what I want to hear just to spare

So this blog won't be like my last blog. this one is about something inspirational that has happened in my life, and I want to share it with you guys.


Let's pick the story back off where I left it off. But first I want to give you a bit more background on this situation.

I felt so broken after my last relationship. I had given it my all, but that wasn't enough. I couldn't hold onto to the relationship. I made up excuses of why I couldn't get close to her. Sure

Alright, this is my story. I've only told a few people about it until now.

During High School I didn't know who I was trying to find myself was one of the hardest moments of my life. I had friends who really liked me, but I couldn't connect to them.

I felt lonely, like no-one knew what I was going through. The sadness was overwhelming, I began to stop talking, and just watched. Afraid to tell anyone how I was feeling so I put on a fake smile and acted like I was fine.